gving up...

I want romance . i need it ! why ? that's simple . because it is part of my love's journey . Without romance , i think i will be nothing . Plainly nothing . I need them . And yet i did not receive it . Why cant u just text me oftenly ? A plain greeting will do . I will be elated enough to receive that . But , I have to text and call u oftenly , and u didnt reply most of the time and did not answer my calls or rejected it . Why ??? So many question marks roamed in my head . I m so confused . And, you did sms me once only . And after a while , you ended the conversation abruptly and did not reply after that . I can understand that you're busy bcos o-levels is coming next year and u need to prepare for it . And You said that you will change , i believed you . But , in the end , you did not . We said that we will not last long and you said we will . TWICE ! And , i chose to believe you . I know that you're a quite shy and quiet person . And on the phone , you said that it is awkward so you ended the conversation . I understand . Im very tired . I have to text you most of the time and yet I was disappointed . You said that if I accepted your feelings , you will answer my calls no matter what . But you just answered once , the rest of the time nothing . Why ? You want me to be one-sidely involved and you didnt do anything . Sorry if I hurt your feelings but I want to tell you how I felt . If you are reading this , I hope you could understand how I feel and felt . And I wish you and me could do something about this issue . And I do not know whether BUSY is an excuse or its true , but yet I chose to believe you . I wish you would reconsider this issue thoroughly and seriously whether we could continue walking down . If not , its time for both of us to look for REAL happiness .
Shall end here now .