tuition!

I need tuition! Seriously... My results had been down to the bottom of the hill in secondary school... But I need private tuition. private tuition = 1-1. And I had so much work yet to be done... Like, writing literature script, math and English homework... And everything is just happening too fast... Jogathon = how many days away?... Oh well, who's gonna run?I mean I m not running and I will be walking with xinyi.

I must concentrate in my work... Seriously.. NO more fooling around.

gving up...

I want romance . i need it ! why ? that's simple . because it is part of my love's journey . Without romance , i think i will be nothing . Plainly nothing . I need them . And yet i did not receive it . Why cant u just text me oftenly ? A plain greeting will do . I will be elated enough to receive that . But , I have to text and call u oftenly , and u didnt reply most of the time and did not answer my calls or rejected it . Why ??? So many question marks roamed in my head . I m so confused . And, you did sms me once only . And after a while , you ended the conversation abruptly and did not reply after that . I can understand that you're busy bcos o-levels is coming next year and u need to prepare for it . And You said that you will change , i believed you . But , in the end , you did not . We said that we will not last long and you said we will . TWICE ! And , i chose to believe you . I know that you're a quite shy and quiet person . And on the phone , you said that it is awkward so you ended the conversation . I understand . Im very tired . I have to text you most of the time and yet I was disappointed . You said that if I accepted your feelings , you will answer my calls no matter what . But you just answered once , the rest of the time nothing . Why ? You want me to be one-sidely involved and you didnt do anything . Sorry if I hurt your feelings but I want to tell you how I felt . If you are reading this , I hope you could understand how I feel and felt . And I wish you and me could do something about this issue . And I do not know whether BUSY is an excuse or its true , but yet I chose to believe you . I wish you would reconsider this issue thoroughly and seriously whether we could continue walking down . If not , its time for both of us to look for REAL happiness .
Shall end here now .

I once again dragged my heavy feet to school this cozy morning... My Milo Cereal is the one who provided me with strengthXD. I was not one bit elated over this... I m still out cold. Lessons continued... My heavy eyelids almost lead me into my dreamworld,but thank goodness, I destroyed the will to sleep and concentrated in class...(:

During Science lesson, there is one annonymous bee buzzing around which seemed to find a target and commit suicide. How evil was that bee? We were almost letting our bladder go wild... thank goodness our bladders were strong afterall:D And today, we were supposed to have a class party. But, due to three people who cannot make it, we have to cancel and postpone it to friday. Plans were ruined once again... I think things just cant go my way. But who cares right?XD

And I cut my hair!! Its freaky... Though its layered... So? When I saw the hairdresser cutting. The sound: "tss" "tss". I felt that everything was going to be fine? But maybe its too short, thus my ponytail only 2-3cm... My hair was ripped off! Haha... My Hair had gone back where it belonged... The Hairdresser's home! LOL!

Okay, Tomorrow is the swimming exam. I think I am using my fate to compensate the loss of not having a chance to swim. May The sun welcomed the candidats and the examiners. May the gentle breeze bring upon a cool sensation to the examiners. Let the mighty US be a great help to the examiner's mood and apetite for the rest of the day. And, may the pool be warmed and touched by the sun's golden rays and high hopes of the examiners. Let the current be obedient to its master, the controller. Let it just BEHAVE for once.

Shall end here now~~

NO!! I cant believe this, cant enjoy the cooling serenity of the water, letting my hair being blown by the gentle breeze!!?
Why does the sky has to let its little babies off by dropping onto the ground with pitter- patter sound?? Why does the babies seem to cry louder each and everytime when they were let off? Why the babies could not stop crying??
The rain doesnt seem to halt to a stop... My Mood was ruined and my plans were boomed by the rain... Does History has to repeat itself each and everytime when my plans were perfect??
Let's start now...
Today I planned to go to CCK complex as usual to have a swim. I was as happy as a lark when the Sun shoned brightly and its rays warming the ground. I studied, ate my breakfast and played computer games. After a while, the Sun seemed to had a battle with the clouds and were trampled upon and sent back to its "SUNNY TOWN"... The clouds took over the sky and showed off its victory by raining heavily... But this was not a victory to me at all?
My head was like a chimney letting its smoke raged out furiously. I was PISSED off. A perfectionist's plans were ruined!! How could this be?
I then planned other stuffs to do but while doing them, I was not even filled with glee but flled with anger and devastation...
PLAN WAS RUINED AGAIN.
I wondered how my swimming test would fair on that fateful day. I had to use my own fate to compensate the loss of not having a chance to practice swimming... T_T

Just my luck...

Today is just my luck... I decided to go for swimming despite my flu as my flu is getting better. So, I packed my bag, combed my hair and my mom accompanied me to CCK complex...
Whlie waiting for bus 307, I was praying that the weather would be fine as it was drizzling... My prayers were answered(: The weather got better. My spirits were enlighnted. Bus 307 came..Me and my mom hopped onto the bus and set off...
When we were arriving at CCK Int... The bus' card's system suddenly went gonk. The bus driver had to hop down the bus and fix it. Thus 1 minute was wasted..
Continued with the journey... After a long n boring trip... We arrived. I was delighted!!
I walked up the stairs and carefully minded my steps as the floor was slippery. Reached the stadium. I like a lost cat was searching for the swimming pool... FINALLY. The swimming pool was found. I was so glad but the gates of the swimming pool's doors were shut tight and firm. I gasped and stepped back. My heart sank down deep to the valley.. I cant believe my luck. The swimming pool was CLOSED FOR MAINTENANCE? MAINTENANCE= CLEANING OF SWIMMING POOL WITH CHLORINE. chlorine? I HATED CHLORINE. Why cant they just cleaned the pool during the times when I was in school studying with my head held down? WHY WHY WHY!!
I was SOSOSOSO disappointed.. I told my mother and my mother sighed. SIGHED?! THIS is the first time!!
I guessed she shared the same sentiments as me. If I dont swim and built up my stamina... I may just jolly well flunked my swimming test this thursday. I am totally pissed off...
But What could I do?
1)Ask Hercules to posess my body and open the door?
2)Wear an anti-electrical suit and prevent myself from zapping to death and borrow the minimizing 100x gadget from doraemon from preventing them to see me?
3)Or, clean the pool with a vaccum cleaner??
ARGH! I totally hate it! Why cant I be rich and owned this pool? If i owned this pool, I can do whatever I like to it!
Thats the bad thing about being normal citizen. No privileges, and I do not even have a member card!!!? How pathetic is that? argh.. I think I should be a member of whatever club... Then I will keep myself up the fashion trend..Hmm.. Will consider that soon enough(:
I shall go swimming tomorrow as the pool will be totally cleaned by chlorine tomorrow..
And no drizzling or thunderstorm tomorow please...
I want the Sun to welcome me with its orange rays of light shining(:
And one more thing.. I wish I wont taste too much chlorine, I want my kidneys to enjoy serving me!! hahaXD

Common tests over(:

haha.. common tests are over.. returning to normal life again.. slacking and playing com as well(: haha!! today during literature, there is one teacher by the name of Mrs Toh came. dont really know well about her.. but who cares right??

Today, that wang ah boo really made me mad.. haix.. there is nobody sitting according to register number but him.. that ******* came and throw his bloody books on my desk. and ask me to shift.. we quarreled..(DUH)then I just move cos Ms Chan came in and I did not want to make a big mess outta this..

I moved seats, not happy lorhs.. then after that wab also moved back to his original seat and me too^^ FINALLY..
i ignored WAB and he said me pity.. what the hell? oh well.. who cares.. lessons as usual.
Then during recess, Me and June went to the library to check out chinese presentations, i realised thatt I did not save my presentation in my thumbdrive! argh.. but Mr wang didnt ask us to present so I escaped!Yay^.^

Math test, then going through science paper, then assembly... its so boring... i HATE assembly.. donno why. but if some entertaining programmes, i wont mind larhs(: ahaha. then wang ah boo used his vanguard board and then placed behind my back.. walao.. keep on moving.. i scolded him and he just ignored. argh.. and he called me for no reason! is he lame or what? i think he just bo liao.. real bo liao de wang ah boo.. haix..

Now, lets talk about recess.. Denise pulled me because we wanted to walk different staircases, she like a crazy woman pulled me to go with her next staircase but I insisted on another staircase.. haix.. thank goodness JingYi saved me.YAY My arms were red. Poor meT.T next time must follow her to the staircase that she likes ,or else my hands will be dislocated! haha... no lah.. jkjkXD
Shall end here now~~
Wish me good luck for home econ practical tomorrow!
Bye~

Hey readers. No post yesterday. Paiiseh... I was quite busy yesterday. Busy studying for math test. See i so guaiix.. LOL! jkjk... Anyway, My blog is being spammed again.. I suspect is one person I know but I cant tell. I recognise _handwriting. So um.. Don think I don say means I don know.
Have math test today. I think I will pass but not with FLYING COLOURS. Anyway, I put in effort. I think my parents are not going to scold me:) Today Home Econ is super funny! MR fairuz wanted to know our names. then after that, we told him our names. Then Its like he got pronounciation errorXD. He go and say our names until like very weird. Then everybody laugh like siao.*cough* Then He got a big sense of humour lor.. When He speaks, can make alot of people laugh... lol! I really love Home Economics. Its so much better than D&T:) At least can cook. I love cooking whatXP. To all those D&T pupils JYJY good luck:) Bear with it! Sometimes, It will be fun too:P
I think I will sleep at 9.30 tonight. Or else I will be super duper tired tomorrow.. Okay.. shall end here now. Adios~


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